Death Doulas: Riding the Veil Between Worlds

Death doulas: Peering Behind the Veil Between Worlds

Death doulas are changing the way we look at dying, grief and even the afterlife.

Hospice facilities around the country connect terminal patients and their families to death doulas for support throughout the dying process, and their numbers are rising.

What do we have to learn from people who work so closely near the veil between worlds?

Does this rise in popularity say something about our evolving understanding of consciousness?

Does working so near the veil between worlds increase or decrease one’s belief in the afterlife?

Are “paranormal” or unexplained spiritual experiences near death as common as many people think?

I took a journey into this unique world to deepen my own understanding of the single most universal part of life:  death.

What is a death doula?

When most people hear the term doula, they likely think of a childbirth doula.

Childbirth doulas provide emotional, spiritual and educational support to women and their partners through the pregnancy and labor/delivery process.

However, a growing number of doulas offer services for other types of major life transitions.

Death doulas specialize in the end-of-life transition. 

These very special people provide assistance for the dying. 

They also support for the decedent’s family and loved ones through the grieving and death care process.

And although the term death doula only rose to prominence in mainstream culture in the early 2000s, the role of women in death extends almost as back as far as burial rites.

Death doulas vary widely in practice and belief.  But generally, they tend to promote a home-based dying process, the direct involvement of family members in the care and preparation of the body, and natural burial practices.

As a witch, the idea of a death doula piqued my interest because these people spend so much time in that intermediate space between life and death.

Riding the Veil Between Worlds

In modern witchcraft, we sometimes call this space the veil between worlds.

After my recent experience at the IANDS Near Death Experience Conference this past summer, I became increasingly interested in just how blurry the line between these worlds appears.

I wondered how living in that borderland effects one’s understanding of the big questions, like:

Why are we here?

What happens after death?

What happens at the moment of death?

Are there similarities between the birth process, and the death process?  

How does witnessing death change one’s perception of life?

Perceptions of the Afterlife 

“There’s not a lot of compassion around death in the United States.  And there’s not a lot education around death in the United States.”

It’s 9 o’clock Eastern Standard Time.  I’m on the phone with Paige Haviland-Drufovka from Illinois.  

The topic is an unlikely one for two total strangers on a Friday night.

I ask her the question that’s been on my mind the most during my research of death doulas:

“One thing that seems to be very taboo around the topic of death is this idea that some people have mystical experiences right around the hour of death.  What do you think about that?  Have you had your own?”

Paige responds without hestitation:  “It’s absolutely, positively true!”

She’s not the only one with this conviction.  The majority of doulas I spoke with say they regularly encounter deathbed experiences that affirm a belief in the afterlife.

“My favorite story ever, or at least that gives me the most comfort,” Lashanna Williams, a death doula in Seattle, Washington, tells me.  “A woman who died briefly and was revived had a moment of, sort of looking down at herself.   And thinking, ‘How the hell am I going to fit back in that?'”

But not everyone is so sure.


Dr Annetta Mallon, the only atheist doula I encountered in my research, remains convinced that this life is the only one we get.  Interestingly, she says that frequently runs into resistance in her professional life regarding her secular approach. 

But she insists that she fills a necessary void for people like her.

“Pastoral care teams in hospitals are highly resistant to having secular and atheist people on staff.  Now, if I’m in the hospital and I’m dying, language alone, the last fucking thing I want is someone coming in and talking to me about their imaginary friend and their book of magic, right?  I want someone who will sit with me and maybe have a bit of a rationalist discussion about my life.”

Still, there seems to be some universal consistency that working near and around the dying heightens your awareness of that transition in a spiritual way that’s difficult to untangle or make sense of.

Choosing End-of-Life Care as a profession.

When I ask Paige why she chose this path, she begins with telling me the story of her own close call.

“About 7 years ago, I was diagnosed with a terminal illness,”  Paige tells me.    “They said, “You could die any minute.'”

According to Paige, she survived her terminal diagnosis and was declared disease-free about 15 months later. 

The outcome baffled her medical team. 

She says no one knows why she overcame a seemingly insurmountable medical condition, but Paige credits her choice in profession to this life-changing brush with mortality.

“I didn’t have really a support system.  And at that moment, seven years ago, I had decided that I didn’t want anyone else to go through what I went through.”

At the time, Paige never heard the term death doula.  “It was a very windy road to get where I am today.”

She began informally by providing emotional support to her friends and family during the critical period before, during and after the dying process.

It wasn’t until later that she became certified and began to acquire formal credentials.

Training & Regulating Death Doulas

In the United States, the law in most jurisdictions does not require formal training to be a death doula.

The trade-off is that it’s also not a formal part of the medical care system, which means that most insurance doesn’t cover services like the ones offered by Paige and Lashanna. 

This arrangement drastically limits access to those who can afford them, or to those few people who have access to doulas that work as volunteers.  

But not everyone thinks regulation is a good idea.

“Now we have people who are wanting certifications, and pushing people who have already been doing the work out,” Lashanna tells me.  “There should be a separation between the medical and the doula.  That’s part of the magic of it.”

Aspiring Doulas

Thinking about becoming a death doula yourself?  Many people with an interest in earth-based spirituality find careers as doulas rewarding affirming to their naturalistic view of the world.

And if you’re in the United States, as of the date of this writing, the government requires no formal credentials.

Like many doulas, Paige completed formal training through the International End of Life Doula Association (INELDA). 

But many doulas simply start in their communities by being there and available for people struggling with death.

Consider taking the next step by approaching hospice services in your area or offering to volunteer your assistance to an established doula.

Or, simply commit to staying open and available to grieving people, their loved ones and the process.

We all embark on this journey eventually.  Maybe it’s time to take a glance at the road map.

Blessed be.

*Please note:  Some quotes were lightly edited for clarity.  Mostly, I took out the “ums” and the “uhhhs,” but I still note it because I’m neurotic about accuracy.  


  1. Thank you so much. I have been struggling with what my purpose is. At 68 I think I may have found it. I am Reiki Certified and have been blessed with Cancer and AIDS humans. I also was a volunteer Grief Counselor. This fits my spirit and I thank you.

  2. I always felt something. Not really Knowing why but I’ve always been there for each family members deaths and several friends deaths. I honestly was begining to feel like the angel of death. Comforting them, talking to them and saying Blessings. Most importantly whispering in their ear, “don’t be afraid, relax and let it take you there”. There was a point where I was afraid to go to visit my family members when they were in the hospital in fear that I was somehow being drawn to help them possibly cross over. My brother was terminal and was already unconscious in hospice at my sister’s home when I arrived. I held his hand and for some reason began rubbing my hand over his heart. Not sure why. I began talking to him in my head and believe I heard d him tell me he was scared. I told him I would go with him until I couldn’t anymore and continued to message his heart and hold his hand. A few minutes later he took his last breath. I am not sure if I imagined it but I seen darkness and specks of light while telling him I would go with him. Goodness I am just talking away. Sorry. I enjoyed your article and research. It has given me some clarity and I’m not do fearful of it anymore. Now that it has a name I can not worry about feeling like the angel of death.

  3. Wow, thank you bringing this subject to light. I’m a retired/disabled NICU RN. I have also always been drawn to work in pediatric hospice but never got had the opportunity. In my last hospital position in the NICU I was also the co-chair of our bereavement committee, it was so rewarding being able to assist these parents with saying goodbye to their beloved infants. I have worked with other parents online through pregnancy and infant loss support groups, my husband and I have experienced the loss of all five of our pregnancies.
    Reading this article has made feel at peace and know that there is something I can do to help people, even with an emeritus nursing license. You have given me the beginnings of a hopeful and helpful meaning to my life of caring for others at their most needed end-of-life journeys. Fortunately we have a handful of non hospital based Hospices in my area, I also have a friend and former coworker that has opened a home health agency, I’m going to contact her and see what she thinks about Death Doulas. Also with my disability I can’t earn that much before I would lose my disability; I’m totally onboard with being a volunteer and asking the family if they could make a donation in honor of their loved one.
    Not everyone believes or practices organized religion, I myself follows a Pagan, natural witchcraft beliefs, but I’ve cared for religious patients, friends and family members without a problem. My hope is that I can help them pass peacefully with someone by their side.
    Again, thank you for your beautiful words, I definitely will be doing some homework regarding this end-of-life option, and maybe make the death and dying a positive, less taboo part of life, regardless of age, race, religion, gender.

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